my day went from a peice of shit to only good yay ok im gonna go tho i love you
hey all sorry i havent really been writting its just tha i havent been feeling quite up to par yea like yesterday i slept for like 3 hours and the other other day i went shopping with my mom and go adam a present and i got kristyn and my dad done which was cool and i wrapped everything this is like the first year ive like gotten everyone on my list done even tho i really didnt ahve a list it was more like ppl that i wanted to get stuff for because i want their nuts ... or umm money lol like my mom and dad lol trying to get on their good side once in a while you no ... yea this is a long one today only because i havent written in a while but i hope to day in all of my classes i dont have to do alot of work i no i probably failed my chemistry test and i have one in english and there is a good possibility that i will have on in math just because tremblay thinks hes a cool guy but today im in a good mod which is good and i think muffin is gonna come over which is good to yea and yea i think it was my medicine yesterday that made me so bitchy i just wanted to sit in a corner in do my own little thing in alot of my classes which i did because ... i just didnt feel like interacting with ppl ... yea i dunno i just wanted to write something at lunch because i dont really have much todo ... hopefully tremblay is nice and doesnt make us do much like he always says when i say like o yea i dont feel good and hes like dont worry we will take it easy todya lol but he says that everyday because everyday is so easy i hope i dont ahve to doalot i fdotn feel like doin really anything today lol really ....lol when i wrapped the preseents the other day they came out all retarded because i didnt really wanna wrap them like my dads present has like 5 different kinds of wrapping paper on it but anyways imin a good mood and that is all that matters and it makes me excited because i dunno i havent been in a while sorry that im dwelling on it so much but i just felt like shit the past week ...i wanan be cool like melissa "tshhh christmas card"... lol well maybe if you new it is funnie when she does that ok im gonna go cuz i no that most of you wont read all of this but fuck off i mean ... i love you lol but i have to go love you all bye
sorry about not writing yesterday but this ting wasnt doin watever but anyways umm i was hoping last night that we wouldnt have school ... i was almost positive we wouldnt but guess what we did but we had a two hour delay which was pretty kick ass so now im just hpome after being at jeffs with a killer head ache it hurts pretty bad probably from all the dust that i inhaled .. and my hands are still pruney from the dishes i had to wash .. i hate washing dishes lol like who doesnt i took some asprin i hope that helps and i also have to help my mom wrap some gifts which is cool i guess i loike wrapping presents .. you no that this weekend will be the weekend before christmas.. this year has gone by so fast ... probably because its been awesome and i have been around so many awesome ppl.. *cough* adam lol and all my friends i dunno this year has been incredible thanks to all you guys lol i no i will end up saying this again like new years but maybe more touchy feely lol o well i gotta go lol i love you all
what a good day .. i went out and got my christmas tree and hung out with muffin it was soo spiff well at least i think so o and last niht i talked to adam on the phone for like ever and it was so funnie cuz he was half awake and like slurring his words its so awesome to be able to talk to him on the phone like that i love it ... but im gonna go i love you all bye
ok umm good day and stuff and then stuff and i went shopping and stuff and got alot of people their christmas stuff and all that i feel like im gonna puke it sucks i gotta go not much to talk about love you
banquet thing was cool but meh i hung out with jessenia and my mom and watched jess and shanise cause havock in the halls lol but the food was good and tomorro im gonna have the best break food i have two peices of cheese cake and like 4 peicee of liek fudge and a cupcake and a ricecrispies treat ... FUCK YEA lol its gonna be awesome im getting fatter just thinking about it not like i didnt add on ten pounds today lol but anyways melissa texted me when i was at adams lol i was surprised then heather texted me at the banquet and told me that this fat chick is of the team lol she was excited shes like you no the one shes as tall as she is wide lol and i laughed lol it was funnie but whatever i think im just gonna chill around cuz i am full opf food and im about to explode like BOOOOOM lol and that coudl be messy ok i should be on for a little more longer so whatever ... love ya bye ....
feeling alot better i absolutely love the rain it makes me happy.. i dunno why it jsut do becasue ... its cool and stuff... lol i love senior drama lol its soo funnie lool but whatever i lvoe the rain and its warm out and stuff and all foggy and nice and that but o well i love my muffin .. im so happy but i can almost gurantee that it wont last but i really hope it does because then ill be in a good mood which is good cuz im sick of my shitty feeling ness ok i must go again and play some games because i am done with my work today... i love you all lol at least right now lol buh bye
Just because you said what you wanted
doesn't make it right.
Just because the moment was heated
doesn't mean that I wanted to fight,
and even though I saw your anger,
even though I saw your face,
the words that you cited were chosen,
not thinked, not spoken in haste.
All on you and me. All on you and me.
Just for the moment,
just one more time,
just one more second and we'll be just fine,
this could be just, be just in case it's the last time.
Just for the moment,
Just one more time,
Just one more second and we'll be just fine,
This could be the last time...
Just until sundown,
just one more day I could hold you,
that I could hold you,
Just until sundown,
just one more day I could hold you,
without you,
pushing me away.
All on you,
And me.
how i feel rite now :-(
hello .. i guess i feel a littel better.. i never finished my program in shop and i lost one of my flowers :-( that makes me sad but then again i got to hang out with adam today which made me happy and my dad called me and i was like so surprised cuz no one calls me lol ok well i must go i have to do some homeowrk ... whichi doubt that i will end up doing ... well maybe im not so much better maybe ive gotten worse .. but ill try to be better ill try :-/ ok bye
hey im in shop sad... i feel like crap like so bad... but watever ill get over it... i dunno why tho yea im doin work but im sick of doing so now im just writeing ... blah blah blah this sucks i hate shop... i hope i feel better later... my mods has improved so far tho like this morning i didnt even wanna talk but then i talked to ehather and i feel a little better ig uess but i gotta go finish some more work ... even tho i dont wanan ... and i ahve to remember those flowers... i bet i forget ... thanks all ... love ya
its my b-day... cool i guess lol i got money and stuff which is cool so then i could get some christmas presents and that and i got paid from jeff which is also cool ... i duno im in a good mood i guess i dont have all that much to talk about cept that when i went to jeffs all i did was dishes most of the time and my hands got all pruney and it sucked ... my poor hands... and my dad is being an ass lately ... he needs to lay off the drinking and hed be so much better but he just doesnt understand that i guess... adam got me flowers which was soo cute and awesome of him and i went to kristyns and i saw her hair and its is quite spiff i have like never seen her hair that short and ive known her for ever well i gotta go ... love ya
yay shop not im so bored i just got fired ... even better right lol .. well whatever i dont care .. i got an A in related ho did that happen?
lol anyways i dunno i just wanted to see if i could write one of my things in shop o well ill talk toyou all later love ya --
hello all im in the best possible mood... I GOT A FUCKING CELL PHONE ... yes me michelle got a cell phone ... sweet deal right... well on to my day... i cant remember it actually cuz i am so in a daze of happy... the only thing that would make my happy ness complete is if i had the day off from school tomorro because the roads are icy... thats not gonna happen tho... i can only have so many good things happen to me at once ... but i am still so happy ... but umm i dont have anything cool or interesting to say so i guess im gonna go... but one thing .. the one thing im kinda sad is that .. adam dint come over ... but thats ok cuz ill jsut talk to him online which will be cool so then ill be like ADAM I GOT MY Phone even tho he nos that already cuz he was the first person i called when i got it ... its so cute and little and blue and i like it and its sexy and ... sorry im getting carried away ... ok buh bye... love ya
hey umm ppl whats up ... today was better as you can tell by the title lol umm i duno i went sledding and stuff and my dad finally talked my mom into the cell phone deal so im deff getting it tomorro ... um me and adam went sledding but more like adam went sledding ... then my tube popped and i was sad and we ate and had some donuts ... and then me and adam went for a walk and played and stuff... thats about it nothing cool beans to talk about cuz ... i dunno i cant think of it... but have you ever thought that if no two snow flakes are the same... does that go for liek forever like has there ever been two snow flakes... not at the same time but the same two snow flakes in the history of forever... and you no how ppl sometimes come in twins can snow do that too? o well im just dumb ... love you all bye
umm hello all again ... umm yesterday i seemed to have gotten excited over nothing because there was barely any snow when i woke up and i new that was gonna happen well me and kristyn hung out for a while and stuff and then i called adam and then he came over (after much debate with his mother) and me kristyn and adam went to go sledding and the hill was covered with leaves because the boy went sledding and its all retarded i was soo pissed and distraught ... but then adam kristyn and i all like played in the snow and we all got our fair share of snow in our faces it was good then kristyn left so me and adam went inside cuz he was cold and wet ... then i had to bring adam home at FOUR what the hell is that it didnt even really start snowing hard to later on but anyways then i made clyde a sweater... (one he cant pee on) its pretty sweet he really likes it ... o yea i got nothin i wante dto do today doe because of the weather even tho IT WASNT THAT BAD and my parents are fighting yay im excited ... i wish somone would just make them not fight ... o well i must go cuz i told adam i had to do somthing just so i could write this lol ... love to all those that care
hola cool kids... well im assuming you all that read this are cool kids because you .. well maybe your not cool kids maybe you are just kids that are bored and only look at this because it is so ... but anyways enough of that stupid ness ... umm its gonan snow im so excited yaya umm ... hmm anything exciting happen... o yea im quite sad cuz my muffin had to work till 530 ... what is that all about lol umm i dunno other than that nothin super cool ,.. im jsut waiting for it to snow so i can play in it with clydey ... yay lol ok i must be leaveing ... im tying to keep this short and sweet the quite things that no one ever speaks ... well not really lol tyring to rewrite brandnew lyrics may not be my strong point o well ... much love to all and to all a good night
hola all whats goin on... im doin nothing jsut writing my deal ... umm its snowin out im so excited because its gonna snow all this weekend... i onlylike winter when it snows other than that it sucsk beacuse i hate winter and it makes me sad because the trees are all naked and they look cold ... it makes me sad lol but anyways... umm i dont really have much to talk about really i dindt have the best day in the world ... i didnt even talk to adam like that much i think i said a sentence in all the time that i actyally talked to him but when i get sad i just think about colin gettin his dogs balls in his mouth and that im gonna be getting a cello phone for my bday and that my SIXTEENTH bday is comng up and i still havent even looked at that drivin book lol o well ill do it when i get some time lol well i think i may be goin ... i guess ill see ya tomror buh bye
hey all ... i wanna tell you about my day ... for those who caer lol umm i went to school ... then i went to muffins and we hung out and watched sum gay horse movie and this like little horse like licked this other older horse and the older horse made this face like it lked it and the baby horse came out with with white stuff all over its face it was so funnie ... so then after that we went to my house because the boy is in deep shit with my mom because he is lieing about detentions and stuff and jeff had called and asked if me and adam coudl go there and help him out cuz somone was gonna come and look at the house tomorro which was cool cuz then i could get money .. (adam made twenty bucks) but anyways umm while we were cleaning jeff was in the same room as us and then colin was like aww help get this dog off me and jeff was like well colin if you were laying down then the dog wouldnt stick his balls in your mouth lol lmao omg it was so funnie and jeff could saw swiffer which was funnie but thats about it lol umm yea and then adam left my house and now i am here again ... o well but i have to go ---- much love to those who care --- love michelle
hello all umm all that acutally care maybe lol umm yea today was alright nothign super cool happened i got to right with my red pen and go to jeffs and clean some shit ... i never realized how really really boring my life is i new it was boring but not really really you no righting this ... its gonna be pretty boring fo ryou ppl that read this ... for you ppl that read this i admire you for the patience that you have to sit and actually read this ... well umm i dunno i had chemistry and me lynn jess and melissa made fun of aija ... what a stupid bitch but thats it i guess ... im just waiting for my love to come on but i guess tahts all good ... well i must be goin
my first one i no we are all excited .. not
hey guys ... for you all that care ... to actually read this shit lol which im sure there isnt much umm i just wanted to start a journal so that way when something big is goin on in my life i dont have to explain it ten times i canjust tell you guys and be like hey just read my journal so that way ill rite it proabably when im heated and its more vulgar which makes it all the more exciting for you all um yea so ... i guess everything is good in my life ya no ... aija is a skank lol thats my only true thing i have against anyone at this point but im sure if i keep up with this and keep doin it itll get better for those ppl that wish to continue reading this crap alot because waht i think about all this is really crap i mean who really cares about how my day is at all i dont even give a fuck about my day i dunno how adam deals with my talkinga bout my dayness cuz i can barely stand my self right now ok well i guess thats all for my day 1 of journal entry nesss umm maybe ill write more later if i feel more up for it
I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you. And I probably always will. I cant afford to make another mistake like this. Cause this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own device. I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
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