lol yea ... so yesterday was pretty interesting ... like all the time like so many peple i hardly no end up in aijas basement and it makes me laugh as for other things ... i chilled with josh cuz he came over aijas lol omg i had thislike real life dream lol i thought josh slept over lol it was funnie cuz i woke up and i was like wat the fuck happened i dont even no wheni went to bed but i remember going up stairs and devouring a pizza like it was goin out of style and it was sooooo fuckin good i coulda creamed myself lol o man i want some lol so yea im wickedout of it cuz like i duno i didnt sleep that good i kept waking up and aijas mom came in at 5 oclock lol to tell her to wake up for school and i was like hey its sunday not monday and i had to get up really early cuz i have to go to work at 10 so i ended up getting up at 6 and burning a cd and shit and i got home at like 7 and lke cleaned my room and shit so i could maybe go out later and o man will i guess had a party last night and like tanya and all these people were invited by matt lol it was crazy and i was like i wanna go but i dont no what happened lol i have no idea lol o well im gonna go now ttyl bitches
chillin with joey is hella fun lol but uhh yea we just did watever and i got some new clothes which was hella pimp lol and hella is a funie word... but anyways i have to work tonight which pretty much sucks ... bahh i wish i could just stay home and sleep forever ... im kinda disappointed i think ???? i dunno im getting over my sadness maybe ... but watever umm ... yea did i tell you im an allstar??? lol i dont even remember if i posted last night hahaha cuz me and will were writng my english exam essay last night at like 1030 lol and i dunno alrigh well im out i guess ill ttyl bitches
i cant help but feel that thats my feelings and im totaly sticking with it ... ive become such a procrastinator and so fucking selfish ... wtf .. im so immature and i bitch soo fucking much ... im soo fucking self concious and i dont trust people ... not the important ones .. im so afriad of getting hurt ... i dont want to i dont want to think about this stuff omg why amdi being like this why and im thinking all this shit why im being soo fuckin dramatic
like i really wanna go for a walk at the beach ... the smell of fall its so like ... entrancing ???? lol that sounds gay but watever i really wanna go out ... i kinda skipped practice today but watever i really dont wanna rung but likei no im not gonna go out cuz i have shitty luck ... when ever i really wanna go and do something my plans fall through so ... fuck it ill just go and sit out side and look at the trees : / im that fucking cool
yea we are hott and cool and fucking pimp lol ... andy took this pic for us its all like lookin like a coloring book kinda its pimp tho i love it ... its from after school today ...
i fucking suck at life and ill never acheive anything im such a peice of shit that fucking knows obviously nothing ... just another niave peice of shit person ... ill never succeed at anything or be recognized for anything ... if i died no one would remember years later ... I AM SHIT ....
not really ..... i have a headache and i dont really feel that fantastic i really just wanna stay home ..... but watever ... im gonna go cuz i have absolutley nothing positive to say which is pretty pathetic
YYYYY
i heart josh ....
the end
shit thats more than three ... now its like 20 lmao ... haha too bad i cant count and im too lazy to count and ... FUCK YOU
last times:
Math
370 lol
Verbal
440 hahahaha
this times hahahahahahaha.... i improve like by like a bnillion percent lol it dont even matter cuz im in a good mood and nowi have to get ready for work.... buh bye
Math
450
Verbal
520
yea ... really i dont want to talk or be talked to ... not now at least i want to go ut and do something but i probably wont ... so like lol it kinda makes me feel disappointed before it even happened .... its fucked im so sick of being here im sick of this shitty weather ... its cold out and shitty ... its fucking disgusting i just wanna get out of this shit and go ... go far away ... im so fucking like insanely like insane .... i need to ... like sleep maybe ??? i need to be left alone ... thats what i need just quiet for a bit maybe ... or maybe i need somone to try to get me to talk ... just like i dont no like iwant to go out but like if i do like id be all sad and shit and no one will wanna talk to me so it sucks like hard core ... wtf .... fucking shity shit fucking a i have to go later
i duno what i really am but it dont matter ........ but yea uhhh ... i dunno it just sucks i cant go to practice today but i have to go to parents night so i can be a good little student council member lol im a good noodle like that but like i dunno if i wanna go and i dont evn no if i really can but watever ... im tired and not in the mood for work but wateve ill deal ... alright lyrics ...
And instantly i feel so complete, It hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek, And you give me this feeling, Its like no other feeling, But it knocks me off my feet Please dont ask me what i like about you, Cause its every little thing you do, And thats just the way you make me feel And I dont think, That there are any others out there like you, And I wont blink cause that would mean, I would miss a second beside you And maybe you know what i mean, Or maybe this is just a dream, I pinch myself just to make sure, But im still here and there you are, I wonder why we just met now, It just kind of happened somehow, But here we are together and, Thats all that matters in the end You can never ask for too much, Cause id travel the world just to feel your touch, Thats just the way you make me feel
omg i totally fucking spelt that rong... lol i had a good afternoon yesterday ... yea watever but i dunno whatever o man soo fucking bismark? lol hahaha thats funnie cuz thas hwo it was lmao ... o man i heart music lol .... o man i dont wanna watch a presentation .... : ( JOSH IS AWESOME .... lol o man i could cream myself awesome lmao hahahaha im in a wicked retarded mood but l;ike im always in a retarded mood so it dont mater lol hahaha o man i have to go now ... lyrics bitches
If I find my way back home, I'll say "what am I doing here?"
We have made our camp, but not settled. Nothing can touch us here.
We took the van one night.
The three of us, contraband and our bikes.
The city was left behind.
Our own vacation, our own weekend,
our own fear and loathing except on Cape Cod.
At two in the morning when my body's not attached to my head.
We got on our bikes and rode. My legs like Jello when we rode that night.
Hot livers and cold purse. The day was going everywhere in a hurry,
Instead of nowhere fast. Take a pill. Do substances. Have a drink.
Recreational drug use to drive golf balls.
It's the most comfortable and uncomfortable place.
The discomfort is not in a bad way.
No, not in a bad way.
Don't make me go home.
My own chocolate heart.
Look at your scales, your head is on all wrong.
I've got monsters on my brain.
A towel on his head after jumping off the pier,
Rama said I looked like a Kennedy.
And Ryan's taking pictures.
And flattery doesn't make sense in our state.
We had to make our own fear and loathing on Cape Cod.
fear and loathing on cape cod - piebald
so yeai finished my blog its just becoming a bitch of a tiem to publishi t because its being dumb and irritating the fuck outta me... and will have me a ride to school today which was fucking pimp lol i hate the bus.... but yea uhhi got it to post but like its gay to publish ... and omigosh we have so much fucking work todo lol its gay lol look at me lol workin hard lol
... lyrics bitches
Something has got to happen
In a state of disbelief so often
I can't sleep, can't seem to focus
This love so pure it almost broke us
And I lie awake alone without you
On this night that never ends
What have we been waiting for
This to break down
Two hearts found in our hands
What have we been dying for
This to break down
Is it all inside my head
Awake, but barely breathing
Eyes closed, my heart is barely beating
And I can feel this pressure building
Seems like it's the only thing I'm feeling
And I lie awake alone without you
On this night that never ends
What have we been waiting for
This to break down
Two hearts found in our hands
What have we been dying for
This to break down
Is it all inside my head
We can overcome this weakness
What have we been waiting for
This to break down
Two hearts found in our hands
What have we been dying for
This to break down
Is it all inside my head
"So I update this almost every single day for you I begin to hate you for your face and not just the things you do Go tell him how my wrist is sore from pulling at your insides all night Nothing that you do is new to anything or anyone but you"
i am in theee worst fucking mood possible ... holy shit likei really cant run today ... ic ant stand anyone ... i just wanna go home ... this place sucks ... and i dont actually want to go home i want to go away ... i need to fucking get away ... i dont want to deal wiht this shit anymore i dont want to deal with anyone i just awnt to be fucking comfortable in my surroundings ... wtf i dont want to be here ...
"I've got a twenty dollar bill says no one's ever seen you without make-up. You're always made up. And I'm sick of your tattoos And the way you don’t appreciate Brand New or me. And I know that you're a sucker for anything acoustic. But when I say let's keep in touch, I really mean I wish that you’d grow up This is the first song for your mix tape And it’s short just like your temper But somewhat golden like the afternoons We used to spend before you got too cool. Yeah, but I wish you were my shadow"
"And even if her plane crashes tonight she'll find some way to disappoint me, by not burning in the wreckage, or drowning at the bottom of the sea "
lol ono brand new lyrics ... you can tell im one pissed off lil muffin lol ... haha muffin fucking hilarious o man shiut ..... i need to jump off a bridge hahah ... i cant run today im too upset i dont even have the energy to fucking walk around
Back in school they never taught us
what we needed to know
Like how to deal with despair
or someone breakin your heart
-Twelve years I've held it all together,
but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart.
I played it quiet left you deep in conversation
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen
I remember I kept thinking
that I know you never would
And now I know I want to kill you
like only a best friend could
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to..
As if it happening wasn't enough
I gotta go and write a song
just to remind myself how bad it sucked.
Ignore the sun, covers over my head
Wrote a message on my pillow that says
"Jesse, stay asleep in bed"
Don't apologize - I hope you choke and die
Search your shelf for something which to hang yourself
They say you need to pray
if you want to go to heaven
But they don't tell you what to say
when your whole life has gone to Hell
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to..
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to..
So is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you cna think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield
Is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let's end this call and end this conversation
And is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say "best friends" means friends forever
Is that what you call a getaway?!?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield!
(is that what you call a getaway?)
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(tell me what you got away with)
Everyone's caught on to..
(cause ive seen more spine in jellyfish)
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(and ive seen more guts in 11 year old kids)
Everyone's caught on to..
(have another drink and drive yourself home)
Everyone's caught on to..
(i hope theres ice on all the roads)
Everyone's caught on to..
(and you can think of me, when you forget your seatbelt)
Everyone's caught on to..
(and again when your head goes through the winshield!)
Everyone's caught on to..
(I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to..
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to..
(I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to..
ive felt like this since fucking like friday night ... i just wanna curl up and cry and i dont wanna do anything i just want to fucking die ... i guess is the words i could use for that likei seriously havent been this worked up about anything in a hwile and im really trying hard to pin it at wat exactly is making me feel so fucking suicidal ...i mean like ilove chillin with josh and i was still wicked upset and when i was with will today like absolutely nothing was funnie ... and work with becky yesterday was torture ... wtf ... what is rong with me ... is it the weather because its becoming winter time and i no ill soon be confinded to my house or is it because im worried about my past or worried about my future or even just my present .... but like i really im not even thinking about any of those things when im just like laying around when im normally upset ... its like just there always surrounding me like a dark blanket for like the past weekend... i want it to fucking end ... i hate cold weather this shit makes me so upset too o man i just wanna cry and my mom wont let me out cuz ive been out all fucking weekend which is fucking bullshit ... o man i hate this all im soo fucking like .... you dont even wanna no what im thinking about ... thinking about stupid shit thats stupid ... o man ... fucked up shit ... and i was just sitting in my room in the darkness when i got home and my mom was like cut the shit i dont need your attitude and i didnt even fucking giver her one but like she said i couldnt go back out so i was like watever and i just like walked into my room and she thought i left and then she called my fucking phone ... i dunno its fucked ... im sooo fucking like o man .... whycant i just get fucking over it ... i need to take a bath ... somone call me ... josh you did make me feel a lil better and so didnt you will but like i duno .... i need to chill so later ...call me or im me if im online
although i just woke up but watever ... i need to shower and shit and see what im doing today cuz i dont wanna be here at all ... i need to get out ... im gonna call will and see wahts up ... cuz like ... o man ... on the phone ness.... bad idea right now its fucking making me sooo mad lol ... but yea i talk to josh lastnight and hes soo awesome like this : D lol hooray umm yea tho im gonna gobefore i kill ... lol yeap bye
like yea i did feel better earlier but it takes a while shit sets in and im like o man why ... and all i can think about is that ... what the fuck ... i dont wanna remember it ... like im sure i could remmeber wat really happened but it sickens me to even think about thinking about it .. i hate myself for ever trusting anyone ... specially somone i could call a friend
yea ... so i have this feeling again ... its coming back ... wtf... why ... why do i remember this ... i dont wanna remember it ... its sooo fucking fucked up ... what kind of people bring this shit up ... what kind of people go and tell everyone about it ... its none of their fucking business... like i feel just as bad as i did when it happend ... but now its worse because i ... i feel likei cant trust anyone ... NO ONE ... this is fucking fucked up ... i wish i could just forget .... forget my fucking fucked up mistakes ... i dont want to fucking remember and i dont want anyone else to remember me for it ... i dont want anyone to no ... wtf ... i hate this shit i hate myself
NO MEET im excited lol ... so yea im like o man ... hahhahhahaha lol i just wanted everyone to no of my excitement now i have to go back to cheating
lol yes thats waht i wish i was doing right now but ... no im doing homework o man and i talked to aija on the phone baout her trip sommore .. im jealous i wish i was in florida and got to chill wiht hott guys in hott weather ... and i have like htis shitty ass weather it was gay cuz i was like talking to her on the way to the bank today and like it was rainy and cold and shes like yea im wearing a skirt and sweating my ass off and i was like fuck you bitch lol and i duno im tired and shita ndi have a meet tomorrow and ill prob mos deff suck ... wtf
watever im out bitches ... much love lol
lol wat a gay little bitch laugh but im lovin' it ... but not in the mcdonalds way cuz thast just fucking dumb but yea ... josh is the best ... yea i saw him today hoorah lol and like we just chillled which is like ... pimp cuz i just love to chill with him like he could be stabbing me in the face with rusty glass and id like it cuz i was with him lol ... but like ... o man hes so cute and ... im such a gay ... leave me to my happiness assholes ... lol
isnt it like the prettiest thing ... ive been inspired ... i just wish it was shop week so i could work on it but watever ill do it when i getback hopefully i have the same ambition to work on it ... cuz i sure as hell have no ambition to do any other work watsoever
i miss josh so hard core its like ridiculous like .. i dunno it sucks cuz like ... i really really wanna see him and i cant ... ever ... and like ... i duno it makes me sad but ... on to things
school.... i dunno lol it didnt feel like the begining of the week but i have an exam to do tomorrow its like an essay on foiur topics from the book and they didnt tell us which topics and like ... i duno i have to all like fucking take some notes and shit so that i kick ass tmorrow even tho i know i wont and i have a sheet in physics to do and like math but i never do that bull shit but i think its like a quiz grade but watever ... o well im soo fucking tired its ridiculous and i took a bath so i feel good like im not sore ... likei was relaly sore but not no more lol i heart baths ... i miss josh ... : ( ... sad face ... ok im gonna go now cuz i need to work on stuff so ... later hott kids
yea i didnt end up fallin asleep until around like 1ish ... i like kept thinking of shit over and over ... like not all bad shit and not all good shit but like ... it was ridiculous like i havent been up because of shit like that in the longest time ... and then i woke up at like 5 30 so yeai m gonna be a huge bitch and its prob cold out ... but im in a good mood lol ... right now ... im in a good mood but like ... i udnno i have to go tho so ttyl
with all my heart lol ... o man i swear to god if i didnt take bath as soon as i got home id be in a wicked shitty mood .... cuz likei had an alright day .. i mean dont get me rong ... like i chilled with will and shit and like him and derek are wicked phsyced about will owning the house and all that but likei woulda loved to have chilled with josh today .. but he couldnt come out so it sucked ... but on the plus side me and will went out for chinese and i picked up my pay check and i get to have money now ... like as soon as i eventually go to the bank lol when ever i get time cuz like ... i dunno watever ... but yea ... im like working on homeowrk ... and i htink i might be done ... which is cool yea so im done .. andi saw becky at work and i all talked to her and shit which was wicked cool ... and like i duno watever .. so today was alright i just like got yeleld at my mom but liek .. baths they really calm me down sooo fucking much its soo awesome like ... i wanan take another one right now ... showers dont have the same effect but ... watever lol so yea im gonna go and ... do stuff ... ill leave you wtih some lyrics
It must be your skin that I'm sinking in
It must be for real cause now I can feel
And I didn't mind, it's not my kind
It's not my time to wonder why
Everything gone white, everything's grey
Now you're here, now you're away
I don't want this, remember that
I'll never forget where you're at
Don't let the days go by
Glycerine, Glycerine
I'm never alone, I'm alone all the time
Are you at one or do you lie
We live in a wheel where everyone steals
But when we rise it's like strawberry fields
I treated you bad, you bruise my face
Couldn't love you more, you've got a beautiful taste
Don't let the days go by
Could've been easier on you
I couldn't change though I wanted to
Should have been easier by three
Our old friend fear and you and me
Glycerine, Glycerine
Don't let the days go by
Glycerine
Don't let the days go by
Glycerine, Glycerine
Glycerine, Glycerine
Bad moon white again
Bad moon white again
As she falls around me
I needed you more when we wanted us less
I could not kiss, just regress
It might just be clear simple and plain
Well that's just fine, that's just one of my names
Don't let the days go by
It could've been easier on you, you, you
Glycerine, Glycerine
Glycerine, Glycerine
yea ive been listening to bush alot because .. like thats one of the best cds will has in his car ... and like we listend to it when we chilled with matt and i duno i just really havent listened to them in a while and they are soo awesome lol so yea ... hooray lol pimp
yea .... so ... nothing much has happened like i chilled with will alot cuz hes cool and ... i talked to josh alot on the phone ... which is cool and aija called and thats it lol ... and wills is comin here now ... so im gonna go and do watever buh bye bitches
... lol im not camping lol but lol i dunno that just made me laugh ... i duno ... im in a weird mood today ... like id unno i dont wana do work at all today ... AT ALLLLLLL and i have alot of it to do.... look at my hard work and dedication ... this sucks i cant wait to get out of school ... but like this weekend is gonna suck so its like wtf ... i wonder wat ashley is doin i could call her and see if she wants to go ridin ... likei wanna soo hard core .... yea thatd be pimp alright ... wellim gnna go back to work so that way i can sleep ... like im kinda half way through but not ... well watever
im done, finished, time to move on
i cant just sit back and wait to become
the man, that i know i have always been
god, if only i could have seen
these people, these cows, these herds
these nothings, better seen the heard
its a circus, and i was chillin in center ring
but now im back, and ive been forced to bring
this notice, you never noticed me
sitting around waiting for you to save me
hoping, that for once i wouldnt have to fight
this never ending battle, with the end in sight
but now im focused.. i see what i have to see
now im ready, to throw out the trash and be.im colder, these bitches finally getting to me
so i cut the cord thats stangleing me
so come on now try you mind games again
like a mother fucken jedi you just wave your hand and
ill come runnin
well not any more you see im together, as together asill ever be
yall were right i was just a sap all along
marching to the beat, kept me under her thumb
but im free, outa the cage,outa shackles and chain,goin outa my brain, but only the intellegent have
ability to be going insane so...fuck it, fuck you, fuck her, fuck every mother fucker
i just wanna hurl right in your faceyou ARE a waste,a no good person that no good for thisperson
so i say goodbye, good riddence, i won
youd think i would be crushed but i am finally done
i just wish i had never met you all the shitty things that you say and you do
so peace! im finally done wit you
will wrote that isnt it cool lol im in love with it lol ... well yea and i just like chilled with him today cuz i dunno lol it seemed like a good idea so like we were just all being dumb and chillin and like o m g derek bought a new bong its like 2 feet tall its soo pimp and its got like color changing glass and like matt came in and hes like i had one hit and im fucking gone lola nd he like banged in to the side of the door it was wicked funnie .. i didnt smoke cuz like ... i didnt wanna ... but like meh lol but it was funnie how excited derek and matt were lol they were running around skipping and jumping lol like little kids at christmas time lol but yea it was all good so now i dunno wat happened to aija but like her parents keep caling me and i dont no where she is and like ... they said they were gonna call the cops looking for her because like me and will both dont no where she is and they keep calling and shit its like wicked ridiculous .... but yea and i went to sub way with will like old times which was pimp lol but yea im gonna go now ... laterz
o yea josh .. if your reading this ... call me even if its like 4 in the morning lol i dont care lol ... so i can talk to you ok ... bye
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yea when i took this pic my teacher was like ... are you on sumthin lol ... im like why and ilooked at it and i was like wtf thats sooo like retarded ... lol so i took one today ... that other one but like this one woulda been cool if it hadnt been for the fact that im totally like ... looking like a crack fein lol ... o well umm ... im gonna end up wrting a post so no ne sees this lol
i look wicked pshyced yea .. cuz i had to fucking do like a hole resume and like it sucked lol well not a whole one just like ... i had to do it in html so it blew ... bahhh and this is the pick he wanted to use lol funnie shit but i used my senior pics
yea wtf i have like a test and like 650000 things to do lol ... but yea ... umm ...me and josh are together officially lol which is wicked cool ... hes such a sweet kid ... aww hes soo nice lol ... like hes soo cool to talk to and stuff and hopefully i can see him on friday ... i kinda wish i didint have practice so then i wouldn bece able to see him today ... cuz that would be cooll.... bbut he stoped into work ... and that was cool .. so yea ... but on to other things ...
yea i really dont wanna do anything today i just wanna sleep i was up late lol ... im wicked wicked tired i wanna ... maybe i will sleep actually ... so maybe thats wat im gonna do ... lol im typing with my monitor off cuz i wanan see how bad i can do withgout it ... lol i bet theres like a hundred typos and im not even gonna fix it lol cuz im too cool for school ... hah so yea im gonna go now cuz like jessenia is all weirded out and it makes me laugh... alright ... later hott kids .....
it was pimp cuz we didnt have any work and ... like i got to walk around the halls for like 2 periods ... and like ... do nothing ... but yea ... i dunno ... i hope i can talk to josh later cuz that would be pimp or at least see him at work bceauyse that would be so fucking cool ... im just rambling because im trying to show will that i can type while looking at him cuz im that fucking cool ... werd
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lol yea that was will but anyways ... he gave me a ride to school and back cuz hes soo cool ... oolllappp lol funnie shit ... ok ... uhh later cuz im not mkaing any sens4e
but on the plus side i think i did my best ever on my course today at the meet... the girls from valley tech were wicked cool too ... i came in second for girls and was first baypath girl in ... i thought the valley tech gurls were gonna beat me but they didnt like they coulda too if they sprinted the end but watever ... and coach let me take a nap in shop today which was wicked pimp ... alright well im gonna go cuz ... i dont feel like tlaking to this thing any more
i couldnt actually find the lyrics to the song i really wanted to put in here ... its so incredibly hard to find lyrics that arnt on the site i use cuz if you type in lyrics ni the search on anything like the internets all like OMG IM GAY ... just like that lol ... but yea i have to get back to my work... im relaly tired and sore ... i dont wanna run i just wanna lay in some warm sun .. but its not even supposed to be warm out ... i dont ven wana be bothered i just wanna lay ... in the sun ... maybe ill do it after school ... but somone will come up to me and be like wats rong michelle and then ill punch em in the face with my words ... lol yea .. or not ... watever ill ttyl buh bye
I'll go, take a walk inside your head
so that i can see your thoughts
I'll try not hold back
what I'm thinking when you
smile for your blue skies
for those times you felt alive
breath in and softly
release it, i won't let you go
i think i know what you won't tell me
i've got this figured out and then you go and change it
you go and change it
i think i know what you won't tell me
i've got this figured out and then you go and change it
you go and change it
go and change it
you go and change it
you know, you've got me in your hands
i'll break before i walk
tonight we broke our plans
to play games with our hearts for
your blue skies for those times you felt alive
breath in and softly release it
i won't let you go
i think i know what you won't tell me
i've got this figured out and then you go and change it
go and change
i think i know what you won't tell me
i've got this figured out and then you go and change it
you go and change it
go and change it
you go and change it
i think i know what you won't tell me
i've got this figured out and then you
i think i know what you won't tell me
i think i know what you won't tell me
i've got this figured out and then you go and change it
you go and change it
i think i know what you won't tell me
i've got this figured out and then you go and change it
you go and change it
10/30 Boston, MA @ AXIS - w/ Mest, Bayside <<<> hawthorne heights
11/18 Boston, MA @ AVALON BALLROOM w/ Atreyu, Funeral For A Friend, Like Yesterday<<<> TBS
11/4/2004
The Starting Line
Worcester, Massachusetts @ Pallladium
6:00:00 PM
more info
w/ w/ Yellowcard
11/11/2004
Hidden In Plain View
Worcester, Massachusetts @ The Palladium (upstairs)
7:30:00 PM
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w/ Matchbook Romance, Midtown
senses fail is on the vagrant site !!!! wtf????lol
Senses Fail
10/24/04
Worcester, MAPalladium
w/ Silverstein, Name Taken, Madison
alright i have to do work later...
if i could only explain to you in words how awesome i feel right now ... but i cant ... like i feel so ... good ... lol ... i lvoe haning out iwth josh ... he makes me feel good ... but not just good like ... FANTASTIC ... lol seriously ... but yea ... hooray ... i just wanna snuggle up in my warm ups aww that would be awesome ... and he could come chill with me on my couch and watch tv with me till i fall asleep ... yea lol it would be awesome ... i dont even care ... o man lol
so anyways... i had a good day other than the crushing we got from upcs lol but owell you win some you loose some lol loose lol
Homework will be given daily, is due at the beginning of the period the schoold day after it was assigned, and will be worth 5 to 10 points. A periodic quiz consisting of 1 or 2 homework problems from the past week may be given in the liew of collecting homework. Tests and quizzes will be used to check your understanding of concepts, procedures, and information. Quizzes will be worth 10 to 25 points and will be given at least once a month. Tests will be worth up to 100 points and will be given 2 or 3 times a quarter. Labs will be worth 10 to 30 points and will be graded on safety, participation, and write-up. I expect neat handwritten or typed reports. I'll also assign small research projects throughout the semester. You must make up missed tests and quizzes the day you return, and you must submit missed homeowrk assignments and labs within thwo days for every one day you missed. Failure to make up work within these time frames will result in a 0 for that test or assignment. Chemistry with Dubé is like medicine with a spoonful of C12H22O11!
Welcome to Mr. Dubeé's Web site. I hope you will use this site to learn more about your class, my expectaions, and chemistry in the world around you.
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I can meet with you before or after school. I will also be in my room (H113) during most of lunch hours. Please do not hesitate to stop in if you need extra help -- do not wait! Chemistry is a building subject, and it is very hard to catch up once you fall behind.
Safety
We will be doing lab work nearly every week. Because of the potential danger of any lab exercise, I will hold you to the highest standards of behavior, and will remove you from the class if you pose a threat to yourself and other students.
im a cool kid it took me like all day ... lol its nto that much but like everyone was really really fucking distracted ... i dont wanna run ... im not in a mood to run ..... watever ill just do it and get it fucking over with ... later
lol ... watever... i did this thing for mrs lew for gsa in excell and she was liek you know how to do that right ??? i was like yea obviously its not like we havent done it almost every year ive been in this shop ... so yea lol i think i might know ... but yea it looks like its shitty out ... is it supposed to be nice today ... cuz like it was really erally foggy today and like i was liek ono kristyn i hope i dont get hit by a car lol cuz its really really foggy by my house at 630 in the morning cuz i live on the lake so yea ... but ... now im just chillin in shop and we dont have to do anything until like 4th period which is pretty awesome ... but kinda boring ... sucks for all you people that have to go to normal school every day ... like i have a week of just sitting around doing shit that i like to do ... yeap its nifty keen... o yea and i havea meet ... my excitement knows no bounds ... butlike imnot worried about it ... but mr g said that even if we counted the three girls we ran against on thursday we still woulda won because three of our girls came before their last two ... so we still kick ass ... we are technically undefeated which is awesome so pretty much this year has been awesome ... everything is awesome ... cuz i said so .... im kinda tired tho ... and not looking forward to doing this dube thing ... yea we have to design a website for this chem teacher dube lol its jsut some stupid assignment from the book but i dunno i thought it was funnie that this chem teachers name is dube lol and like i laughed and my teacher go all uncomfortable ... lol it amde me laugh ... ok im gonna fix that title feild bye
random posting is kinda entertaining for me ... maybe not for you ... the reader lol ... thats funnie i have readers ... i should charge you fuckers to read this ... cuz we all no how interesting my life is... everyones lives are the same but a little different ... we all always have sterotypical things around us that are different tho ... but like ... we are all set into a mold ...
lol maybe i have no idea wat im saying but i dont even care ... cuz like im just sitting here wasting time until this cd is done burning and then ... who knows what im gonna do ... maybe ill go and read ... do some homeowrk ... its doubtful ... but it could happen ... lol i wish i had something cool and inspiring to say ...
like
.... i dunno i cant even think of an example to throw at you because im not an inspiring person ... what a loser i just wrote a hole post and wasted a bunch of your time to read this ... was it worth it ... idoubt it maybe some of you read like the first line and was like ... this isnt interesting .. well for you ass holes ... i salute you because thats exactly wat i woulda done lol im one of those assholes that just scans peoples posts unless i think it looks important and if its no interest to me ill just x that shit right out ... o well i think im gonna go now cuz ... ive wasted enough of peoples time lol good bye my readers lol
i like chillin with josh cuz he is the coolest kid ever and like ... it doesnt even matter cuz ... he took me away from my boring house which is alot more than i can say for alot of you fuckers that read this ... lol but watever yea ... it was cool and omg i got eternal sunshine and i watched it and its still as awesome as it was when i first saw it ... now for some lyrics ...
Wouldnt it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldnt have to wait so long
And wouldnt it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldnt it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Wouldnt it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray
It might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then wed be happy
Wouldnt it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about itWouldnt it be nice
yes indeed that is old school but is still an awesome mother fucking song ... so yea im gonna go and touch myself ... hooray lol
....
i feel like shit ....
like iwatched that movie but i have nothin to do now and my fucking mom is watching tv down here and my dads watching tv upstairs so like icant even watch tv ... wow fucking incredible ... i just like wanna cry ... ive just come to relize like i dunno i cant even fucking say it cuz like everyone reads this shitty thing like and o man i might piss somone off ... watever fuck it
i dont know but i have to fix my title feild in my blog so you have an idea of what i am talking about ... becaus e... you normallyy wouldnt ... for all you no my title was liek .... FUCKIN FUCK FUCKor somtheing and how much sense does that make .... none because i just woke up ... i dunno where my family is but i just heard a car door close so im thinking they are home ... fantastic lol alriht ... im off to do some random shit ... i have no plans today .... i wonder what im gonna do ... now for some lyrics cuz i said so
The amount of pills I'm taking
Counteracts the booze I'm drinking,
And this vanity I'm breaking
Lets me live my life like this,
And well I find it hard to stay
With the words you say.
Oh baby let me in,
Oh baby let me in.
Well I'll choose the life I've taken,
Never mind the friends I'm making,
And the beauty that I'm faking
Lets me live my life like this.
And well I find it hard to stay with the words you say.
Oh baby let me in,
Oh baby let me in.
And you can cry all you want to, I don't care how much.
You'll invest yourself in me.
We're not working out. (We're not working out.)
We're not working out. (We're not working out.)
And you can't touch my brother,
And you can't keep my friends,
We're not working out,
And we're not working out this time I mean it,
Never mind the times I've seen it.
Well I hope I'm not mistaken
By the news I heard from waking.
And it's hard to say I'm shaken
By the choices that I make.
Well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say.
Oh baby let me in,
Oh baby let me in.
Well I'll choose this life I've taken,
Never mind the friends I'm making.
And I get a little shaken,
Because I live my life like this.
And well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say.
Oh baby let me in,
Oh baby let me in.
And you can cry all you want to I don't care how much you'll invest yourself in me.
We're not working out.
We're not working out.
And you can't keep my brother,
And you won't fuck my friends.
And we're not working out,
We're not working out this time I mean it,
Never mind the times I've seen it.
Never again, never again.
(You can cry all you want to I don't care how much you'll invest yourself in me.)
Oh baby let me in,
I'm knocking let me in.
i wanna sleep ... lol its only like 430 ... and its not like i even did anything anyways ... well like ... i mean ... FUCK YOU ... lol no ok let me start over...
hellow ...lol ok maybe again
lol wow im a gay anyways ... yea today was a pretty good day i got to chill with josh which was wicked cool cuz i like to chill with him ... obviously or i wouldnt have chilled wiht him ... lol im in a wicked good mood despite my really tiredness ... lol but like watever ... im like so ... laidback right now im like teh watever i dont have to do anything cuz im that fucking awesome ... josh is awesome hehe .... lol what a gay i am but its all good lol yeap .... i could just chill perpetually ... maybe sleep i wonder what im doing tomorrow .... hmm maybe somone will make plans for me ... that would be effin pimp ... hooray ok ... im gonna go ... maybe im gonna update my blog like change the background cuz i seen some nice new ones alright im out .... buh bye hottfaces
.... good night ... i just really dont feel like talking about it cuz ... i guess im lazy but ill just like say wat happend kinda ... lol ... i hung out with steph joey and aija and then later i went to josh's ... all done lol
yes i really am that fucking lazy ... it makes me laugh ... lol o man ... i love weekends ... lol and yesterday was only thursday lol i love stuff lol
I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you. And I probably always will. I cant afford to make another mistake like this. Cause this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own device. I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
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