holy crap

my broken heart ... it hurts ... and my stomach hurts... and i should stop bitching i guess i do that too much and i just guess im always sad... o yea adam likes some new "other girl" and he deffinately doesnt wanna get back with me at all ... he is just saying that he doesnt no becuase he doesnt wanna hurt me ... HURT ME? how can you not hurt me in this situation... i fucking love him .... and hes already forgeting about me and fucking like wants some new girls ass ... what the hell .... im so sad like whatever.. how can i not be sad ... really tho ... omg i just wanna die ... somone please help me ... help me get over this ... and over him ... and everything ... ihate my self for even trying again ... and ive learned i shouldnt it just makes me cry and hurt... and i dont want that ... i want ... happy... so fuck him ill find my own fuckin "other guy" and ill fucking be happy and itll be better ... just you wait fuckers just you wait... till summer adam ... till fucking summer... unless you dont fucking call me like i no you wont youll be hooking up with fucking so many girls ... and i no you will ... fuck it fuck fuck fuck ... its not like anyone even cared taht i am crying or that iw as crying on the god damn bus ... wow my mom walked right passed me last night as i was fucking bawling and fucking was like your attitude sucks ... fuck you fuck everyone fuck it ...