i dont no what i want any more... im so torn.. between two things but ... its like ..(everyone should no what the hell im talkinga bout so im not even gonna go into detail) either way ... its like ill get hurt because ... everything is always the same... and im not the type of person that likes the sames shit everyday ... i hope im pmsing and not just being permenantly pessimistic ... because ... when ever im pmsing im usually just venting all the time ... or maybe i just am pmsing all the time ... hmm ... im weird