o man check htis shiznet out

ok well wow so much stff now im tweaking later i will go into more detaisl but ill define it by a few lyrics a few poems



Emo Girl
She’s just an emo girl
Stuck in her own cruel world
A tough outer shell
With a deep inner hell
She’s waiting for her savoir to come

She thinks she has a good beat
Just like every one you meet
Another stand-out face in the crowd
That’ll shout it out loud
She’s waiting for her savoir to come

The stereotypical picture
Of a rock-punk golden mixture
Her attitude it never dies
But still inside she cries and cries
She’s waiting for her savior to come

I think that everybody knows
The pain inside that she withholds
With all the anger, hurt, and sin
That she does not keep within

She’s just an emo girl
Stuck in her own cruel world
A tough outer shell
With a deep inner hell
She’s waiting for her savoir to come



and this....


We're so nice sitting very still,
in a room where no one else can feel the pain
that breaks my heart each day,
I'm not ok.
Sunlight shining through my window,
let's me know that I'm still alive
Why did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool.
Paint my face in shades of blood
and grey and take a seat right next to me
But I should have known that you were a killer.
But now I'm dead.

A gaping hole, shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
Shot from your tounge to end my life.
You're blowing at the fire to light your strife.

You'll never know.
The hardest thing about dying is,
knowing you'll never see the light of day.

A gaping hole...(shot through my heart)
A lost connection from your poison dart.
My head now spins and my ears bleed gold.
I try so fucking hard, but I can't fit your mold.

The hardest thing about dying is
knowing you'll never see the light of day(x2)

You ripped my heart out,
you tore my eyes out, now you're gonna pay
I'll stab you one time.
I'll eat your heart out so you feel my pain.
Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams?
I wanna kill you.
I wanna kill you now.(x2)
I'm insane.

AND THIS...

We're so nice sitting very still,
in a room where no one else can feel the pain
that breaks my heart each day,
I'm not ok.
Sunlight shining through my window,
let's me know that I'm still alive
Why did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool.
Paint my face in shades of blood
and grey and take a seat right next to me
But I should have known that you were a killer.
But now I'm dead.

A gaping hole, shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
Shot from your tounge to end my life.
You're blowing at the fire to light your strife.

You'll never know.
The hardest thing about dying is,
knowing you'll never see the light of day.

A gaping hole...(shot through my heart)
A lost connection from your poison dart.
My head now spins and my ears bleed gold.
I try so fucking hard, but I can't fit your mold.

The hardest thing about dying is
knowing you'll never see the light of day(x2)

You ripped my heart out,
you tore my eyes out, now you're gonna pay
I'll stab you one time.
I'll eat your heart out so you feel my pain.
Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams?
I wanna kill you.
I wanna kill you now.(x2)
I'm insane.

OMG SOO MANY CONFLICTING EMOTIONS I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE HAPPY I WANNA BE WITH ADAM AND BE FREIDNS WITH ANDRREW AND HEATHER AND AIJA AND LYNN AND EVERYONE TO BE FUCKIN HAPPY ANGET ALONG INSTEAD OF MY FUCKING HYPERVENTALATING BECAUSE I MISS SOMONE SOO MUCH I CANT TALK TO THEM AND I STUTTER AND DONT I HATE MY SELF FOR FUCKING EVERYTHING UP I JUST WANNA JUMP OFF A BRIDGE AND GO BACK IN TIME AND MAKE EVERYTHING GOOD AGAIN