ok well kristyn came over or watever i dunno ... umm and i watched her spanish deal it was funnie and stuff ... lol yea but yea ryan just called so yea im gonna ... go yea umm this is how i feel


Don't mean to scare you but I ,i've not been sleeping lately and phone calls aren't doing much to help. So if it's all the same i'd just as soon never have to offer explanation or excuse again.We make believe everyday we make our lives seem like there still worth living we find out in the end it's only us that we've been kidding. So find the darkest place and search under blankets for me.Smothering myself in this darkness.I'm lying down tonight and you're not lying with me.Honesty doesn't sit so well on you some thing you just can't fake.It's just another stupid drama that no one notices but you and you only take an interest when theres nothing else to do.But you won't mind Wait for all of it I just can't wait for all of this