:-(

what did i do rong none of this makes sense i guess im jsut a peice of shit that has no friends ... whatever tho ... its jsut too much to right and too much to think about thanks you guys ... i guess im just a peice of shit for real a total peice of shit cant do nothing right and i guess i should jsut jump off a fucking bridge into pirranah infested water where i belong witht he fucking outcasts of the fish world with two friends kristyn and will i hope i dont be an ass to them like im an ass to everyone else but i probably am an ass to them and they just wont tell me and they will wait for the day to blow up on me and ill have no one and end up being a pirranah i wasnt trying to be cool aija i was just telling you wat was going on and i wasnt laughing at you i was laughing with you the shit they say its rediculous and if you dotn think that im a good frien than watever and me telling you wat to do i was trying to get u on track be cuz you dont focus ... but i dunno i dunon what to say i need to calm down before i seriously put a hole in the wall for real ... wow ridiculous

Stop these looks and letters
This isn't for the better,
you've put me down
It's for the worse
You're not my girl
(can't recall, I can't recall all the times)
I can't recall all the times
that she talked down to you
Letter's come again ...

Better scenes... I wish you'd seen me
Better off if I just let it be
Better pretend it don't matter
Better off if I could have her
Better days since the day I met her
I'd better hope she got my letters
Better off in two year stretches