hmm now the regret is setting in ... ido liek him but im just thinking like how i dont act like that infront of my friends ... id uno why im tweaking out about this soo much but like ... maybe chells are just not built to handle this kind of randomnes s.. i mean maybe if like other people werent there WATCHING US ... then i wouldnt have such a problem and thne that stuff on his neck yea lol .. im deffinately tweaking over nothing .. i duno i think ireally do like him and i just dont wanna fuck it up ... that is so weird of me to say stuff like that .. i mean ... since when did i fucking care ... at all ... lol i mean .. its sum guy i jsut met and im all like ... i like him ... have i turned desperate ... idont think so he is pretty cute ... teh im just being delusional or something of that nature ... o well tomorrow in shop is gonan be hell if this thing is still here o man thats all i will hear about from everyone ok im out and i need to stop talking so i fi start talking to you about ryan just tell me to shut the hells up ok im out


love ya