i cant wait till summer vaca even tho i no its gonna suck balls ... hardcore ... i wish i had an h drive so i can dl some fuckin mario but this school sucks cuz i havent had an h drive for 3 weeks and i guess we are watching a movie in here eventually ... im pretty tired recovering really takes alot of of you .. like hardcore lol i say that so much ... but i guess im hanging out with george on friday unless something wicked important comes up... but i dont no what is wicked important but i dont really care either way its just gonna be a bitch to convince my mom to go out of the house in a car wiht some random guy that she doesnt even no .. maybe she will be lax and be like chell sure you can go out just be back by 9 and behave your self and i can give her some bs story about how im catching up with him cuz i havent really seen him in a while and we are gonna go out for dinner or some stupid shit .. its kinda shady but it may just be vague enought to work ... but i duno i just cant be coming home fucked up or covered in hickeys ... why am i doing shit like this ... i no its nto even a real relationship or ever will be with george ... fucking horemones ... make people turn into whores ... thats why they call em that ... anywyas ... itll be cool to hang out with him ... too bad i dont no what we are gonan do ... other than stuff ... that people do when they are alone with eachother ... but we are both pretty much using eachother than ass ... but at least we both no it and we wont get lead on ... cuz he told me that if he wanted some other bitch then he would be nice about it and tell me and not be a dick ... i dunno we takled online for a while untill like i had to sleep ...

shop is boring ass ... i hate school i wish i could just stay home until school is done cuz seriously ... sitting around like this blows and it doesnt even feel like the end of the year at all ... its all cold out and rainy and people are all doin work and stuff ... and its the last week of school ... im gona get my period for friday lol ...
yea its just that good to me ....

this whole .. liek ass thing with george it doesnt even bother me ... like hanging out with him and chad and aija yea that shit was jsut like normal ... nothing really special about it ... itsjust ... normal ... im kinda rambling but it makes sense in a sorta way ... but this summer i have to look at colleges that i have to apply to and i have to sign up for sats again ... im gonna get my sciore by the end of the week but now im gonna go maybe i can sleep ... that would be hardcore nice... ok ill talk to you later i guess ... love ya bye