yea this weekend has shown that i shouldnt be doing stupid shit .. this morning like i seriously just wanted to jump of a bridge yea seriously its that bad i mean ok last night aijas dad knew she was effed and trent and he was tweaking out and i was tweaking out and like o man i thought my mom was gonna find out and htne on top of that i kept thinking about friday and i was like shit i cant wait till school is over...i can start running and go straight again but like everything from saturday is so messed up cuz like i kept seein al this shit like people and stuff in aijas room that werent there and i kept on talking to those people and i dunno i can tel my dreams from the reality .. if there was one its weird ... i dunno but watever im gonna go and tweak somwhere else ok love ya bye