uhh yea ... it totally feels like i dunno thursday maybe lol ... i dunno so much stuff has been happening which is good ... i love being like this i wish i could stay like this forever like with no real cares cept for the fact that i need to get a job and do that car shit and then college ... but i mean ... whatever right now im trying to live it up while i can... i just cant go overboard and eff everything up that would not be cool ...

but anyways umm today i watched 3 movies ... like one about this lady that adopted 12 kids and each of them have a disability it was good then shrek 2 which i already saw in the movies and i saw soul plane lol yea that movie was wicked dumb it made like no sense what so ever but it was bootleg so i really didnt care ...

i dunno im kinda bored tho and not looking forward to cleaning today ... yea exciting and i think my mom is coming home today ...

o yea kristyn met rooney at the show she went to and like got their autographs and shit and huged em lol i was like shit i totally coulda gone to that show o oman they are soo hott too damnit ... whatever tho ... i dont care too much

but speaking of my mom i guess she called the other day and didnt even ask about me and my dad was like o yea if she did i was gonna say i havent seen you in days im like yea great day ... lol i felt loved she asked about the dog and the boy... i see where i fit into my family ... whatever tho... im all hype and shit tho like i wanna go for a run but i have to go to jeffs wtf ... and thursday i have to watch those little fuckers ... god damnit lol o man my tan on my arms is getting so dark its ridiculous like my legs dont even look like they belong to my body lol ... o well ... random topics ... maybe it is them or maybe it is me or maybe its maybeliene lol ok im done i guess i think ill just play some games or something of the sort while i listen to this cd ...o yea ... i saw adam today and i just looked at him and i was like ... hmm i totaly forgot i was with him lol like he jsut looked like another fuck ass in the crowd not someone that id been wiht for 11 months ... and loved ... teh fuck him ... lol i seriously like dont even feel anything for him if he was to come up to me and be like will you take me back id be like why so you can lie to me and tell me you love me even hto you dont no what your talking about you fucking ... uhh never mind i cant say what i was gonna say lol o man im so mean ... but not that mean but whatever uhh ttyl i suppose ... fuck man i dont wanna clean ... love ya bye