im still hateing everyone with a penis ... yea ... well chad is cool i talked to him about some stuff and hes like yea thats fucked so i dunno .. i dunno whats going on and i dunno what to do ... but watever i really dont no why this is bugging me so much ... i kinda feel led on in a way but ... there wasnt but leding by the pacific party its more leading by my friends than anything else ... which is kinda sad cuz it could be rong and i could just be making a big deal out of nothing ... but watever im just pissed and frustrated and wishing that imature guys can be mature about some things ... yea that would be nice like serious but not ... but i dont care im so like i dunno no but im gonna look so hott tomorro that i wont think about some little emo boy ... teh ... that may sound skankish but now im doing it because i can because i no i can ... but watever ...
this air is contagious no one can save us
nothing this good could ever last
tonight is a drug that i wont give up
this is my favorite addiction
the summer comes to a close
and no one knows what we know
no one knows
i cant explain what made me stay
i fall into the same mistakes
like all good things they never last the past is past
id rather be drowning than swimming away
thats something that will never change
i swallow regret and hope for the best
if this is all that i can do
the summer comes to a close
and no one knows what we know
no one knows
i cant explain what made me stay
i fall into the same mistakes
like all good things they never last the past is past
this is why i never try
to make it seem we shouldnt leave
this is why i never try
this air is contagious no one can save us
i must confess im not impressed
theres nothing worse than losing you
i must confess im not the same
like all good things
i must confess im not impressed
theres nothing worse than losing you
i must confess im not impressed
theres nothing worse than losing you
i must confess im not the same
like all good things im losing you

I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you. And I probably always will. I cant afford to make another mistake like this. Cause this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own device. I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
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