yea i dont no why i just feel usless and empty like crap ... like no one wants me around ...yea it sucks ... im really really bored and wished i could go out ... but i cant cuz i cant cuz my parents wont let me out past like 830 but watever blah this sucks and i dunno i just feel like im gonna cry but i wont cuz i duno i just wont its dumb i feel like im missing something ... i dont have like a fall back plan when im alone like when aijas here i can hang out with her and then i have a fall back plan and do somethig else but watever im out im through bitching

I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you. And I probably always will. I cant afford to make another mistake like this. Cause this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own device. I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
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