half of my shop works at dunkin donuts so like ... at least once a week somone brings in donuts ... lol i wish i worked there cuz i cant likel bring in candles or cards for everyone to eat ... even tho candles smell so good ... that you wanan eat thme but thats different ... so yea i am gonna go to practice just nto run hard... and the girls did good wihtout me which is good ... i love music ... its delicious like doughnuts lol ... im really still sniffly and idnt take anymeds im totally not looking forward to work tomorrow or friday ... bah not even cool ... and saturday ... im kinda happy that im only scheduled to work 4 days for the next two weeks cuz like then .. i have more time to do nothing wich is pretty fantastic ... yea i have like make up work but i prob wont do it ... cuz im cool like that?

whatever it doesnt matter ...


all the boys voices cracking
oh, the moaning half tones
come summertime, we're all the same age here
all the tension and the terror
thin limbed gorgeous green eyes smiling
and i'm going straight to hell
all the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily
and i try but i'm not convincing
your lips, they pout and twist
and i die trying just to keep myself from kissing you.
you take in everything with a certainty i envy
it's somehow all i need
just keep me guessing please
darling, all of these awkwardjumpstartstalling conversations
mean much more to me than anything
it comes down to me and you
and whether we're supposed to or not, we still will
we're so much better off than them
all the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily...
a look
a laugh
a smile
a second passes by and i regret it
words just aren't right
sometimes i just can't explain
all the ways you devastate me
always on my mind


my words may not make sense but i mean well....lol hey i kinda like this pinkish color its pimp lol i need to get some blank cds ... thats important for me to remember ... im kinda tired.... staying up till 11:30 everynigth might become a bad thing eventually ... staying up is easy its just waking up the next morning thats hard ... cuz like i love to talk to people lol even if i piss them off alot in the mean time ...

shit i have to do my work he says its gonna take a couple hours .... a couple hours .... o man wtf ... i really dont wanna do work .. alright i have to go ttyl bye