bahh

im so like sad and shit ... no one like understands me ... how cliche is that lol ... eww too cliche ... but watever ... im just like sad and feeling alone ... wishing i had an emo boy that understood me ... cuz id unno i dont evne think an emo boy would understand me lol ... but like i dont even understand me so its like wtf.... i wish i could interpret wat im feeling ... but like i cant my words get fucked upa ndi say the wrong thing and theni look weird ... but isnt it weird to talk about your problems anyways ...so why do i do it ??? i dont know ... theres so much confusion in me ... so many things going through my mind and its all jumbled and i dont understand any of it and it makes me soo sick ... why cant anyone just be like ... i understand and its ok ... yoru cool anyways michelle instead of giving me weird looks and justnodding politely ... is it so bad to want to be understood??? theres so many things that i crave from people and i never get but also dont deserve it ... why am i so vague this hole post makes no sense and each statement has nothing to do wiht thenext one but this is how i think and feel and act ... im so sad ... wtf