... i dont no why ..but i feel sick and lonely ... and hurt ???? just disappointed and dejected ... this has been theee fucking worst four day weekend ever ... and now im home and like as soon as i walk in the house my moms telling me that if i dont clean my room by tomorrow morning im grounded from everything except practice school and work and meets ... so it would jsut be like my life normally ... cept she was thinking about taking away the internet ... o no like i dont play on it all day in school ... thats just fucked up ... when your paretns try to punish you but its the same as your life is when your not punished ... its like wtf why even bother ... but watever i like wicked dont feel good at all .. i just wanna curl up in a ball and cry ... lol what a lil emo bitch ... o well ...
later