"So I update this almost every single day for you I begin to hate you for your face and not just the things you do Go tell him how my wrist is sore from pulling at your insides all night Nothing that you do is new to anything or anyone but you"
i am in theee worst fucking mood possible ... holy shit likei really cant run today ... ic ant stand anyone ... i just wanna go home ... this place sucks ... and i dont actually want to go home i want to go away ... i need to fucking get away ... i dont want to deal wiht this shit anymore i dont want to deal with anyone i just awnt to be fucking comfortable in my surroundings ... wtf i dont want to be here ...
"I've got a twenty dollar bill says no one's ever seen you without make-up. You're always made up. And I'm sick of your tattoos And the way you don’t appreciate Brand New or me. And I know that you're a sucker for anything acoustic. But when I say let's keep in touch, I really mean I wish that you’d grow up This is the first song for your mix tape And it’s short just like your temper But somewhat golden like the afternoons We used to spend before you got too cool. Yeah, but I wish you were my shadow"
"And even if her plane crashes tonight she'll find some way to disappoint me, by not burning in the wreckage, or drowning at the bottom of the sea "
lol ono brand new lyrics ... you can tell im one pissed off lil muffin lol ... haha muffin fucking hilarious o man shiut ..... i need to jump off a bridge hahah ... i cant run today im too upset i dont even have the energy to fucking walk around
Back in school they never taught us
what we needed to know
Like how to deal with despair
or someone breakin your heart
-Twelve years I've held it all together,
but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart.
I played it quiet left you deep in conversation
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen
I remember I kept thinking
that I know you never would
And now I know I want to kill you
like only a best friend could
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to..
As if it happening wasn't enough
I gotta go and write a song
just to remind myself how bad it sucked.
Ignore the sun, covers over my head
Wrote a message on my pillow that says
"Jesse, stay asleep in bed"
Don't apologize - I hope you choke and die
Search your shelf for something which to hang yourself
They say you need to pray
if you want to go to heaven
But they don't tell you what to say
when your whole life has gone to Hell
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to..
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to..
So is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you cna think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield
Is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let's end this call and end this conversation
And is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say "best friends" means friends forever
Is that what you call a getaway?!?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield!
(is that what you call a getaway?)
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(tell me what you got away with)
Everyone's caught on to..
(cause ive seen more spine in jellyfish)
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(and ive seen more guts in 11 year old kids)
Everyone's caught on to..
(have another drink and drive yourself home)
Everyone's caught on to..
(i hope theres ice on all the roads)
Everyone's caught on to..
(and you can think of me, when you forget your seatbelt)
Everyone's caught on to..
(and again when your head goes through the winshield!)
Everyone's caught on to..
(I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to..
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to..
(I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to..

I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you. And I probably always will. I cant afford to make another mistake like this. Cause this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own device. I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
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