im done, finished, time to move on
i cant just sit back and wait to become
the man, that i know i have always been
god, if only i could have seen
these people, these cows, these herds
these nothings, better seen the heard
its a circus, and i was chillin in center ring
but now im back, and ive been forced to bring
this notice, you never noticed me
sitting around waiting for you to save me
hoping, that for once i wouldnt have to fight
this never ending battle, with the end in sight
but now im focused.. i see what i have to see
now im ready, to throw out the trash and be.im colder, these bitches finally getting to me
so i cut the cord thats stangleing me
so come on now try you mind games again
like a mother fucken jedi you just wave your hand and
ill come runnin
well not any more you see im together, as together asill ever be
yall were right i was just a sap all along
marching to the beat, kept me under her thumb
but im free, outa the cage,outa shackles and chain,goin outa my brain, but only the intellegent have
ability to be going insane so...fuck it, fuck you, fuck her, fuck every mother fucker
i just wanna hurl right in your faceyou ARE a waste,a no good person that no good for thisperson
so i say goodbye, good riddence, i won
youd think i would be crushed but i am finally done
i just wish i had never met you all the shitty things that you say and you do
so peace! im finally done wit you


will wrote that isnt it cool lol im in love with it lol ... well yea and i just like chilled with him today cuz i dunno lol it seemed like a good idea so like we were just all being dumb and chillin and like o m g derek bought a new bong its like 2 feet tall its soo pimp and its got like color changing glass and like matt came in and hes like i had one hit and im fucking gone lola nd he like banged in to the side of the door it was wicked funnie .. i didnt smoke cuz like ... i didnt wanna ... but like meh lol but it was funnie how excited derek and matt were lol they were running around skipping and jumping lol like little kids at christmas time lol but yea it was all good so now i dunno wat happened to aija but like her parents keep caling me and i dont no where she is and like ... they said they were gonna call the cops looking for her because like me and will both dont no where she is and they keep calling and shit its like wicked ridiculous .... but yea and i went to sub way with will like old times which was pimp lol but yea im gonna go now ... laterz

o yea josh .. if your reading this ... call me even if its like 4 in the morning lol i dont care lol ... so i can talk to you ok ... bye