yea ... so i have this feeling again ... its coming back ... wtf... why ... why do i remember this ... i dont wanna remember it ... its sooo fucking fucked up ... what kind of people bring this shit up ... what kind of people go and tell everyone about it ... its none of their fucking business... like i feel just as bad as i did when it happend ... but now its worse because i ... i feel likei cant trust anyone ... NO ONE ... this is fucking fucked up ... i wish i could just forget .... forget my fucking fucked up mistakes ... i dont want to fucking remember and i dont want anyone else to remember me for it ... i dont want anyone to no ... wtf ... i hate this shit i hate myself
I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you. And I probably always will. I cant afford to make another mistake like this. Cause this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own device. I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
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