hoping i might be able to do something after school today ... i feel bad really bad ... i feel lke i dunno i did something rong ... i wanna no whats rong with josh... it makes me sad and worried .... i kinda feel like its my fault maybe lol??? i dunno its shitty i dunno but i have to go back to work .. alright ill talk to you later


Drink down that Gin and Kerosene
and come spit on bridges with me
just to keep us warm
light a match and leave me be
I keep my jelousy close
because its all mine
and if you say it makes you happy
then I'm not the only one lying
Keep Quiet
nothing comes as easy as you
can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
and your biggest mistake
(the hand behind this pen relieves a failure everyday)
so wear me like a locket
around your throat
I'll weigh you down
I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue