i kinda dont like it .... i kinda dont no.... i kinda miss josh alot : / ..... i hate this i feel so shitty i wanan cry really bad ... i dnt even no why i even feel like this its terrible ... i hate everything ... i duno ihope i feel better later i want to see josh really bad like you dont even no ... i just wanna give him a really big big hug and a big emo kiss and be like I Y YOU lol but i dunno he didnt seem like he even wanted to takl to me which is even more depressing and when will gave me a ride to school we talked about all the coke heads in oxford adn all the kids in middle school that are taking acid and dealing pills like candy ... this shit is so fucked ... i feel so shitty .. this place sucks