Monday, November 15, 2004

[[i had thee worst night sleep ]]

but it was really good.... lol i was seriously up late thinking about how awesome josh really is lol i seriously was glowing ... or it seemed that way cuz myeyes were all blurry with insomnia lol but o well im not worried about it ... im not really that tired im just like ... weird but im extremely pissed off but in a good mood cuz fucking well im mad cuz they fucked around with my c drive and now i cant listen to my fucking station ... and now i have to listen to ghetto brand radio online bahhh ... i miss my extremely emo statinon but o well ... i hate school i especially hate this school cuz fucking people are soo fucking dumb ... cant even fucking fix my comp fuckers but they can fuck around iwth everything else ... fucking cunt bags .... but watever lol i have to do work later hottness

This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given alot of thought
on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete
Where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing
in the glow of our head lights
I've given a lot of thought
to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast

I faintly remember breathing
on your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you
but you sweared you loved me more
Do you care if I
dont know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
or will you think of me
Will I shake this off,
pretend its all okay
That theres someone out there
who feels just like me
There is
Those notes you wrote me
Ive kept them all
Ive given alot of thought
of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter,
in every single word,
There will be a hidden message
About a boy that loves a girl
Do you care if I
dont know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
or will you think of me
Will I shake this off,
pretend its all okay
That theres someone out there
who feels just like me
There is
Do you care if I
dont know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
or will you think of me
Will I shake this off,
pretend its all okay
That theres someone out there
who feels just like me
Do you care if I
dont know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
or will you think of me
Will I shake this off,
pretend it's all okay
That theres someone out there
who feels just like me
There is.

Thought of you at... |8:41:00 AM|

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I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you. And I probably always will. I cant afford to make another mistake like this. Cause this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own device. I'm sure this comes as no surprise.

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