excuse me while i go do that now ....
i feel like such a skeez
so many fucking wasted emotions ... i feel so shitty ... not like thats anything fucking new ... i really just wanna jump off a bridge .... theres one just down the street theres traffic below it .. so if i survive the fall ill at least get run over a few times .... get my face spattered on the concrete .... yea .... but watever .... being niave is the worst fucking thing ever .... i hate it sooo fucking much ..... i cant even help it .... i dont no .... im not gonna do my essay and im not even gonna deal wiht mr bob .... everything is so pointless im just gonna go lay in my room ... and do nothing because thats all i seem to be good at .... call me if you wanna save me .....

I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you. And I probably always will. I cant afford to make another mistake like this. Cause this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own device. I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
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