the holidays are a time for togetherness for families and friends. It is a time to surround yourself with people that you love and care about. Its the season of giving and love, or at least thats what I have been told. My holiday's have never really been a time of peace. I'm not saying that my familiy is unordinarily torn apart by some family issue. i mean i have a pretty normal family. i mean i see families like my own everywhere , the mom tweaking out , the youngest one getting every thing ever the dad never really doing anything just like sitting there .... i dont really no where im going with this but i guess im saying my holidays sucked ass ... as far as im concerned the holidays are nothing but stress i rather be at school for a fukcing week taking tests because im sick of hearing my mom bitch about how shes a shitty mom cuz my lil brother is all upset over something dumb ... not like my dad would try to help her with any of her fucking problems or antyhing ... you no what im not even glad to be fucking home ... yea home... where my family is ... where i can hear them bitch and complain and fight with eachother ... they are just fucking irritating ... i need to get the fuck out ... and when my mom inquired as to why i was in such a rush to get out as soon as i got home from new york i replied ... IM SICK OF THIS PLACE and she said well youve only just gotten home and im like im just sick of everything ... and then she went on a rant about how she is a shitty mother and how she cant do anything right ... and i waslike yea mom thats it just shut up .... fucking a i dont wanna fucking bee here ... im sick of my family at this point i jsut wanna get out of here ... THIS ISNT A VACA this isnt a braeak from any thing that has been fucking bugging the shit outta me ... i need a vaca from myf ucking familiy not for like ever just lkike a week away with some friends ... just enough to get out and fucking see some new people ... god .... i had a great time away .... can you tell????