why am i even posting i really dont no ... lol im kinda bored ... i have two fucking dentist appts today ...yea soooo much fun ... i had theee best night last night hanging out with joey and david and beck and will ... we all went out to friendly's it was soooo much fun lol ... cept david givin me thee biggest wedgie ... who does that i had snow and pine needs all up ins my ass lol ... but yea then me and beck went back to wills and watched kill bill ... which was pretty good cuz i no cuz its the best movie ever and ive seen it like a bnillion times ... but yea ... umm then i slept over wills and then josh picked me up and we snuggled in my room all day pretty much ... but yea ... still not looking forward to dentist appts .... o man gay ... well im out for now ...
Early in the morning
wake up to a bright blue sky.
Lightening comes at any time
To break it down and make it ugly.
I know that it's just for me,
Cause no one else can feel or understand.
That's alright because,
I can handle all that you throw down.
And I hope you find a perfect place
where skies are beautiful all of the time.
That's all that matters pretty pretty.
And I know that's all that you could care about.
There's no reason why you can't.
It's all about the icing
Nobody cares about what's inside.
You could see the outiside face.
It looks good it must be great.
And I know that is all you see.
What would it matter anyway,
Cause I could see right through,
Your pretty pretty skin, today.
And I hope you find a perfect place
where skies are beautiful all of the time.
That's all that matters pretty pretty.
And I know that's all that you could care about.
There's no reason why you can't.
No reason why I should try to go on anymore
My reasons all gone.
No reason why you should,
Try to make excuses to make me feel alright.
Excuses call for stupid reasons.
And I know that it's not much that I can offer right now.
Just give me one little second
And I will try my hardest
To make you feel like I'm someone else.
I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you. And I probably always will. I cant afford to make another mistake like this. Cause this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own device. I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
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