i feel really weird like im wicked hyper and wanna do stuff ... but im also realy tired .... and i feel i dunno rejected maybe ..... because i am a reject but i also feel like wicked wicked conceited cuz im one awesome person ... lol yea .. conflicting emotions are tearing me apart .... but maybe im just crazy and i need to go out .... and this weekend ... i erally cant cept for today but i promised it to will lol ... sooo yea ... and i dunno i have to work satruday night ... i dunno i kinda feel shitty right now i did feel super before but im thinking everyone is just getting sick of my antics .... i mean that must be it .... i dunno i just feel really weird