yea so i guess my surgery went well lol they dont tell me things i was too fucked up to think lol im still pretty messed up from the vikes i have to take lol ... but omg josh came over ... and he cuddled wiht me and he made me feel soo loved and good and awesome and i love him ... oman ... hes sooo cute ... like no one really called cept will to see how i was ... but he was looking for aija too but i dunno id ont care im soo inlove it tickles my swollen hurty cheeks ... i love him wiht every inch of my body seriously ... i wanna be with him for the rest of my life ... like get married and stuff ... im soo seirous its crazy : D but i feel so great when im with him that i just wanna feel like that forever .. but yea ... im outties ... later