o mg i have had thee worst day ... i just have shitty luck ... all i wanted to do was snuggle up with josh all day ... but it didnt happen ... i went to the mall wiht my bro which was alright and i got the movie garden state BEST MOVIE EVER omg and it made cry sooo hard cuz it made me think of josh and how much i love him and how much i just wanna be with him forever :'( if you oculd only see my tears .... like seriously if you seen it ... i dunno if you got the same message but omg it was seriously the best movie i had ever seen in my hole entire life ... its like one of those movies that at the end ... you wish you were like the people in the movie ... but im not cool enough but anyways im totally balling my eyes out ... andi called josh in the middle cuz i wanted to talk to him cuz i dunno im stupid ... but ... im sitll crying ... but im gonna gocuz watever