... finally a real fucking post you can read ... right ...

i have alot of shit i need to get teh fuck off of my chest and here i go ... tell me if i do it too rudely


I HAD THEEEEEEE BEST DAY ... ya no cuddling josh and the ordinary ya no its like ... just awesome cuz hes soo sooo cute and really teh best guy ever .. i just feel like i dunno ... i dunno today i felt like ignored or something bbut THATS HOW I FEEL ... ok ... how i felt ... i dont care what it seemed like and it probably was my fault but thats what i was feeling i was feeling ignored ... like i shouldnt have even been there ... i shoulda just had my mom pick me up at 8 instead of sitting there for 2 hours ... sitting ... not visiting my wonderful bf ... i mean i usually dont have a problem i dont no why i do right at this particular moment i just felt ignored ....

wateves thats done and over with ...

right now .... i fucking hate people ... i hate people i fucking hate them ... really ... why do they have to be sooo goddamn fucing incondsiderate bastards ... people in general keep in mind ... this is not headed toward anyone in particular ok ? ok ... now people ... fucking assholes ... degrading women ... or just being fucking dickheads cuz they thinks its funnie ... wtf is wrong with people ... like seriously i dont understand why people have to be sooo goddamn ignorant ... i sit and look through peoples profiles online ... i look and see half of these guys are bitching about being lonely ... mostly so girls ... niave girls ... like me can go and talk to them im not saying that i have done this recently but i have done it in the past ... naive girls will goo and be like awww poor (insert asshole guy name here) ill talk to him ... and hes like hell yea im gonna use this bitch for ass .. .and then after a few weeks of talking to them they get sick of you and your shit and they go back to putting that away message up or watever and its like wow ... watever ... i take this as a learning experience and i sit and think wow ... people are dumb ... i look through peoples profiles again and i look and see these lyrics ... degrading women to no end ... i dunno when i started to relize how fucking piggish america has become towards women ... wat happened to moving forward .. pop culture has steered it right in to the fucking gutter ... it disgusts me ... this one tim ei went to blockbuster with will and i saw this video game ... it was some bullshit game about getting drunk having sex and getting money ... like how ridiuclously fucking pigheaded are guys really all about that ... i hope not ... but i mean seriously fucking a some times i wonder when it all will just end and when we all get a new shot ... all the good ones who want a make a difference make it to the top ... not the shitty assholes with alot of money but the real people ... the ones that one sacrifice thousands of jobs for a couple million dollars ... people are starving because of peopel like that ... FUCK THAT ... human nature is bullshit