I have currently decided that I will never succeed in life. Alright, so this english course I have been taking for the past one and a quater semisters had taught me alot about myself and my abilities. This teacher has not only shown me that I can not write but also has shown me that I will never succeed in any education past highschool.

I have lost all confidence in myself. I once thought that I was almost good--that I could get into college and succeed--well I am not. Not only am I failing english this year I am also failing a math class that I have been taking for the past four years. This isnt something to be proud of. Not to mention that, upon mentioning my acceptance to Worcester State that my good friend Aija said that it wasn't a good enough school for her, that it was a "shitty school". My confidence has been shot down to nothing. I hate this, I hate feeling that I will never be able to accomplish the goals I have intended for myself. I feel like I am just wasting everyones time and money on this adventure everyone likes to call college.

College is nothing but some shitty right of passage.



fuck this i hate eveyrthing about this i hate myself for not bieng able to be smart im soo fucking upset i dont wanna go to college cuz i no im a failure