i think that all these people (guidance counselors, parents, teachers, and such) all make this whole fucking college thing one big ass panick attack like i swear to god as soon as i get my fucking courage up i get it shot down and im back to being scared dark and alone trying to figure out where the light switch is ... THEY KEEP MOVING MY LIGHT SWITCH wtf ... i swear to god i dont have the patience for this and tis obvious because i get soo fucking freaked out ... and like wow my dad keeps brining up money and its make me more nervous ... wtf : ( everything sucks im fucking dumb
I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you. And I probably always will. I cant afford to make another mistake like this. Cause this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own device. I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
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