i fucking hate people who revolve their lived around drugs ... just about anything they say or do has to do with it ... and im not saying that i dont do them andi think its totally rong to do it ... but i mean ... living every second of your life to acheive something that you feel makes everything better... sometimes i just like to sit and admire things for what they are ... alot of people dont understand ... like just driving down an old road admiring the foliage aroound ... its beautiful ... just all of the green lucsious life everywhere ... its just awesome ... and ill say wow this is gorgeous and other people arelike yea trees ... great ...i dunno some times its worth living life like that ... and being straight ... like catching fire flies at night time ... thats fun ... going swimming at night ...andwatch a full moons reflection over the lake ... those things are the only things in life i need to keep me happy ... thats all you need ... its the little things that make up the big things in life ... and the people who keep their minds on something soo shallow miss all of the little things that life has to offer... doing drugs blurs your vision to see little things ... they dont give them the total luster they deserve ... and i love that ... swinging... or feeling a warm breeze on a cool night ... life is soo wonderful if only people would stop and look at all the things life has to offer them rather than taking the cheap and easy way ... its just not worth it