so today was pretty good like old times ... but why does everything have to be soo fucking difficult why cant any one jsut get the fuck along .. i hate it ... will comes home and it getsakward and josh ditched me for his friends twice today ... and he says he lvoed me more but who can really tell ... im soo tired and i just wish that like seriously everything oculd be better i come hone and my bro and his faggot friend are being dicked heads i cant even watch tv cuz they are sooo retarded ... god today could abeen soomuch better if everyone wasnt so fucking selffish ... but does that make me selfish because i dont want anyone else to be selfish ... i dunno all i know si that shit was gay and i wish people liked me enough to give me a bit more time ....