everyfucking second i jsut wanna be happy again .. i dont just wanna be something theats their for convience ... i wanna be cherished ... i think i was once what the fuck ... im so sick of crying i just wanna wanna be loved ... and i know sound like a god damn broken record. omg what the fuck i cant live like this constantly. why cant i jsut fix this?? i just wanna be happy with somone that will treat me right instead of something on the side. ow this hurts so bad im so sick of my life it just fucking sucks. i wouldnt even care i just wanna fucking i dunno. i cant even think straight . im so sorry for all the things i have ever done what di di do to deserve all of this hurt all the time . all o fthis mistrust i just wanna be loved . my tears are staining my face and i dunno im so sick of bitching . i just wanna move far away and start over . why didnt i just go to fucking vermont like i wanted to . why did i stay in this shity state in this shitty town with shitty people . i need new people people who will make me feel good and cheer me on and tell me when i do things right and appreciate the little things in life . i cant live with these fucking morons i cant breath i need to leave fuck worcester fuck college im out im fucking done im just gonna roll up and die who would fucking care any ways ... no one thats who cuz who the fuck cares about that stupid bitch michell ewho always cries about stupid shit that means nothing nto anyone else ... what does it fucking matter she was dumb fuck this place and fuck all of you live is so pointless why even fucking live