everyone is too busy for me ... because i erally tried to make plans with somone today and all of them are too busy ... maybe im just lame ... maybe its just not worth it anyways cuz i have to work
i wish i had a fucking car that would make me very happy. im still not even awake yet but i feel lik i need to be doing something. life is a waste if you dont use it to its full extent. i had a dream my brother fucked up my computer and that i had to do graduation over again and i got tackled by some hott ass junior? i dunno lol but apparently im good at playing football in my dreams. we had to wear these weird as gowns. it was weird. im still barely awake, the construction guys woke me up. josh isnt even picking up his phone again. i dont even know why i bother. i really just should stop calling him anyways. wateves. i need to shower and wake up. too bad everyone is busy today. nowim gonna be sad and feel left out all day. gay . wateves later dudes