i just slept until 2 in the afternoon .. now i have to get ready for work ... this is fuckingridiuclous i feel so gross and ugly and fucking stupid and hated........... god somone jsut fucking kill me ... i hate myself soo much i think i made the biggest mistake of my life ...... i just wanna jump.... i cant take this pain .... its sucks .... it hurts so much to know ... like no one cares ......... im soo fucking stupid ........ i fucking cant believe this
fuck this
im done
i cant win
maybe
i wish i could jsut fucking drown my sorrows like i wanna .... o well
I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you. And I probably always will. I cant afford to make another mistake like this. Cause this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own device. I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
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