cuz i have towork on sunday ... but wateves ... imnot worried at least im only working till 5 ... but staying up all nighting yelling and crying is not whati thoughti would be doing last night ... i was hopingi couldsleep buti still didnt ... i couldnt... i dunno soo much shit is going on .. i have to work to night .... but i dunno i dont wanna ... i wanna curl up in a ball and die i feel like such a fucking bitch ... wow ... andi feel bad for john even knowing about it i shouldnt have said anything ... i feel like such a bitch to josh ... but this is how it had to be andt ahts it ...watevceri thinking im going back to sleep ... later
I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you. And I probably always will. I cant afford to make another mistake like this. Cause this is more than I can take. I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own device. I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
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