im exhausted starving ... not showered looking like shit ... but its amazing how in love i am ... its like a shining light through these cold cloudy days of november ... its sickeningly depressing but some howi make it through with a small note and the sound of his voice ... it perks me up like an expresso leaving me with that warm ooey gooey feeling like my heart is about to bound out of my chest and hug every person i come in contact with .... i swear it really is like the sun breaking through a cloudy day .. i can feel the warmth... lke how it feels on a cold day when you walk into sunshine its magnificent ... as much as i say this its like ive never felt this way befeore ... its like everytime its new and its like a bright new thing ... sunny and warm.... the way a warm spring day feels after such a long cold winter... hes the only thing saving me from my self